Getting Over My Lost

It’s been a lil over a month since my miscarriage but I still feel sad and I don’t have anyone to talk to about it. My boyfriend is already over it and I don’t think he can empathize with how I feel since he doesn’t have kids so he wouldn’t know how devastating it is to lose a child. I can talk to my mom but only about the medical side of if because if I told her what was going on in my mind she would be worried I was becoming depressed. So right now I just talk to God, myself and you. I’m trying not to rush into getting pregnant again as a way to replace my lost but I can’t deny how much I want to get started on trying again. My GYN said I had to wait until at least two full cycle has passed before trying again so I’m going to respect the time frame she set.

I still do have some pent-up anger that my boyfriend wasnt as supportive as I would like and I need to let it go before it turns into a serious issue but it’s hard. Guess I wish he was as hurt and disappointed as me but he just keeps saying not to think about it everything will work out and I’m just so sick of it.

Published in: on December 20, 2010 at 10:38 pm  Comments (2)  
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  1. Not to intrude but you sound as though you have already figured things out. I hope I do not offend but when someone shows you who they are the first time believe them. Follow your mind first, and allow your heart to follow when you mind is clear.

    • thanks for the advice pearls, my mom said the same thing to me and I’m definitely letting my mind lead the way

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