This is My Confession – Failed Relationships

In every failed relationship I believe you lose a piece of yourself. You no longer do the things you used to love because you used to do it with him. You stop believing in love. You turn your emotions off in fear you will fall in love again. You slowly withdraw from people and situations that will bring you into contact with smiling couples which makes you wonder what is wrong with you, why you couldn’t make your relationship work. Happy looking couples that make you remember you’re alone, and then you start to remember how it felt to lay in someone’s arm after making love thinking it would last forever. Then you wonder if maybe you should try again; open your heart to someone, become vulnerable again to disappointment, rejection, lies, cheating and lack of appreciation with the sliver of hope that you will receive love, affection, respect, loyalty and appreciation at the same level and intensity that you give it. Once again you ask yourself should I try again. Can my heart handle it or will this be the last blow that shatters it so infinitely that love is no longer a memory but a hallucination.

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