Trying to be Happy

It’s hard keeping a positive outlook on life when you simply want to curl up in a dark corner & cry until everything corrects itself. I’m having a small self pity party & all my mistakes have been invited. I don’t know why I’m even thinking about past mistakes when I should be focusing on the present.  Lately I’ve felt like I’m simply “running on borrowed time ” & something negative & big is about to disrupt my life. Now I have no proof of this and my life is actually coming back to some form of normalcy but I’m used to “taking one step forward & two steps back ” that I simply can’t imagine having my life uninterrupeted. Have I gotten so use to having chaos in my life that I don’t know how to function when things are going good?

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Published in: on June 30, 2013 at 5:00 pm  Leave a Comment  
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