How You Feeling? I’m Fine

Question: How are you feeling?

Thoughts: I believe in life there are several rock bottoms; a point in your life where you’re so low that as cliché as it sounds the only choice you have is to go up cause you can’t get any lower. However, what happens when your rock bottom is a death of loved one. What happens when you weren’t prepared for that death and it drags you to the lowest point of your life. How do you resolve your feelings when you can’t change the situation. How do you go on & continue to be happy when you have this guilt, that the person whose always there for you, always happy for you isn’t there.

How can you be happy when that person’s life is at a permanent stand still. Even though it’s irrational thinking & you shouldn’t think this way & that person would want you to be happy; how can you enjoy any type of success or plan for your future when the person who’s always by your side is gone. What do you do when your cheering squad no longer cheers. How do you get rid of the sadness and guilt that you’re still alive. How can you be truly and genuinely happy & smile without bursting into tears when you think of that person.

Answer: I’m Fine

Thoughts: I keep it all inside because I rather the pain destroys me than everyone else.

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